Jemma Louise And Baby Bray Douglas Adams

jemma and baby bray adams

20th february 2007

22 38weeks gestation

full time mommy and house wife

birmingham


When I thought about what I was going to say today about jemma and baby bray, I struggled, not to find things to say about jemma, but on what I could tell you that would in some way give you some insight into what madejemma the special person she was.No words can express how much everyone in your family and your friends are missing you.
I know you will be watching over.jemma touched so many lives in her short time with us. she was loved by all who new her she had a heart of gold when everyone thinks of jemma they think of her smile it really did light up the room.that 1 memory everyone will cherish forever.


jemma was married for nearly 3 years to her beloved husband troy they had 2 beautiful girls bethany 4 and codie 18 months
she went to sleep and never woke up, the angels called for her.not knowing why they called for them both makes it hard.

jemma was alovely girl would do anyhtink for anyone, she had a heart of gold and loved her family dearly. she was a mother to 3 children and a wife to her husband who she loved and lived for. she ment a lot to all people from all walks of life. she has touched many people hearts and will do so for the rest of all of our lifes.

jemma and baby bray your funeral has been and gone and i have to say it was the hardest day ever, knowing that we all had to say goodbye to you too, and that we wouldnt hear you again calling beth an codie an woddle down he road we will never forget yr walk, you had a good send off and i just know that you were smiling down on us all, both yr family an troys family and lots of friends were there you would of loved to see them all together its been a few weeks now and the pain has,nt ease but i know in time it will every1 has good and bad days but we all know you would not want us sad.you have opened another door to another life , u were loved an still are loved. you rest now with baby bray an the other angels

although there are many of jemma an baby brays family an friends really upset for the lose of them both, there are memorys of jemma an they are all really funny,we all will beable to tell her children what person there mom was like, caring funny heart of gold and that she lived and loved all the family,family ment the world to her, and baby bray never had the chance there is only 1 person who will see him grow an thats his mommy, i just know how proud she will be of him, and her girls she will be watching over everyone an will live on threw her children, jemma an baby bray your the brightest star in the sky, now rest in peace with the angels. theres so many people that miss you an will never forget either of you.this sad passing of jemma an baby bray has made many people relize how precious life is, and that we all have to live day by day, the day we all lost you jemma an baby bray is still like a dream we have to pinch ourselfs. my words of advice to people would be to be as nice as you can to all who you know as you never know when they will be gone. i cant say dont argue or fall out we are all human an we all do from time to time. but jemma knows that she was loved weather she saw them before she went or not she knew deep down that she was an still is loved.



To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...

but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above

Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.



Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight

Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,

God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you



It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.

As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on

I need you here badly; you're part of my plan

There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man



God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do

And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight

God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night



When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years

because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain

Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain



I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned

But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.

I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.



There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;

but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...

that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you



If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,

then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."

And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,

knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.


So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,

just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go

When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;

I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,

remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.



Another day for you to wonder, another day for you to mourn
It wasn't my intention to go before the comin dawn
My pain was deep within my heart and troubled head
it wasn't my intention to go without words said

My frame of mind seemed normal, or so i heard them say
It wasn't my intention not to see another day
I did not mean to make you suffer or cause ytou so much pain
It wasn't my intention to never see you again

Dispair and confusion left my aching mind unsure
It wasn't my intention to suddenly close lifes door
If only i could give you reasons and brush the tears away
It wasn't my intention to leave you and not stay

I did not mean for you to grieve now left alone to cry
It wasn't my intention to leave you, forever asking why
As the burdens of lifes worries slowly ebb from my heart
It wasn't my intention to tear your soul apart



TIME CAN NEVER ERASE
THE MEMORY OF YOUR FACE
NOR THE PASSAGE OF THE YEARS
STEM THE VOLUME OF MY TEARS
YOU ARE WITH ME ALWAYS
IN MY HEART THROUGHOUT ALL DAYS
THEN IN MY DREAMS NIGHTLY
YOUR STAR SHINES EVER SO BRIGHTLY
I WANT YOUR SPIRIT TO REMAIN
INSIDE OF ME DESPITE THE PAIN
TO FORGET YOU WOULD BE A CURSE
BECAUSE NO MEMORIES WOULD BE MUCH WORSE
YOU WERE BORN A PART OF ME
NOW YOU LIVE WITHIN THE HEART OF ME
FOREVER PRECIOUS FOREVER YOUNG
MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING LITTLE SWEET ONE!


I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new,
I thought about you yesterday and day's before that too,
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name,
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame,
Your memory is my keepsake with which I will never part,
God has you in his keeping,
I have you in my heart.




My heart still aches in sadness,
My silent tears still flow,
For what it meant to lose you jemma
No one will ever know.

I did not see you close your eyes,
Or hear your last faint sigh,
I only heard that you were gone,
Too late to say goodbye.

It’s lonely here without you,
We miss you more each day,
For life is not the same to us,
Since you were called away


ANGEL IN THE CLOUDS

Imagine if you would, the clouds floating by,
They are not really clouds, but angels in the sky.
With beautiful smiles upon all of their lips,
They drink from the fountain of life with refreshing sips.
And imagine the glows on each smiling face,
Because there is no hatred up there not even a trace.

They have golden halos atop glimmering hair,
Plucking stars from the heavens to use for their chairs.
They wear gowns made of stardust trimmed in silver and gold,
Each one is ageless living in a home where they never grow old.
Do not be surprised when the clouds are not clouds any more,
But the angels sent by Jesus to hold open heavens door.

Smiling as they say, "Jesus wants you to come in,"
"He loves you so much He died for your sins."
Are you looking at the clouds as they slowly float by?
Hey!Those aren't really clouds, they're angels in the sky!





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